Wednesday, November 18, 2009

♥她和他画上句号了♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 4:26 AM 0 comments
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Monday, November 16, 2009

♥Happy Birthday to you♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 10:46 AM 0 comments






2day is my housemate Evelyn's birthday
harlo....Super duper hello kitty fans a.k.a EVE tard
at here....wishing u all the best in the year to cum...
may your days be filled with sunshine and beautiful colour...
and may your nights be filled with comforting dreams n wishes to come...
n yeah....hope u like da surprise tat we plan specially for you=)
huhu....our plan is SUCCESSFUL.....




last nitez
took lots of pic...
jz upload sum of it...




















Thursday, November 12, 2009

♥Life is so meaningfulness♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 12:55 PM 1 comments
Today just feel like wan to say something over here to express out my feelings....
Yesterday nitez,Jennifer find me chat in msn....we really had a long time no chat v each other d...
n i oso had long time dint chat v ppl like this thru msn ady....we chat n share many things...she is a nice talking person...thx her accompany me passed the lonely nitez=)...*heart*....Besides,last two days...you know wat i did in my hostel....i TOTALLY lost my control at tat nitez...i cry in front of my housemates...they shocked when saw me cry until like tat...paiseh n sry ya...i noe i had no image at all d...ishhhh....btw...thx for my housemates so care me n i promise i will try my best tat i wont do the injured thing on myself anymore...Haiz...my mind now is bombarded with lots of confusing question, my college life, my goal, my friends,my love and my studies......However, i just remind myself of how blessed i already am as compared to other people in poorer countries or people who is suffer from health problem.... Among us, the handicaps still thrive to make a living without their arms or feet.. Perhaps, the blessings i should be looking at are the smaller things that i overlooked most of the time.. So,i SHOULD be content with my life my everythings at present...That’s life in the smaller picture..Sometimes i feel that my parents will disappointed with me as i didn’t put my best effort in my studies… Sorry,my beloved daddy and mummy.....I promise i will do my best start from now....I really hope tat i can do it n dun let my parents oways feel disappointed n worry on me anymore...Do i give much pressure to myself? I never think that before as i know i didn’t put my best effort in my life to make a success one....As u noe i had wasted my two years in my studies for get nothing... Joanne, PLEASE be more determined!!!hmmm...ok!!!!i still happy with it as i realized there are someone who really care about me.. Thanks n appreciate it....= ) I know that we have to live with tis meaningfulness in this world.. So cheer up and help the need ones… As long as you feel your life is meaningful for you, that the meaningful life for you.. It’s all depends only what you think about it.. Cheer up and take it easy , the world is beautiful for me and you all… Joanne, please always keep it in your mind....no worries in your life k!!!!Yeah... I will be going back to my hometown after 2molo, i feel really exhilarated with it.. I miss my parents, my home, my friends much over there. I have lots of things to talk to them....Wow....really feel excited to see my parents,my siblings and friends at my hometown......
k la...gonna goto prepared my presentation for 2molo d...see ya....




good luck to me =D

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

♥L.O.S.T♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 2:27 PM 1 comments




I found out that i really don’t know how to express out my feelings...
not even through speech but also through writing as well.
What had happened with me?
It’s so not like me.. Joanne is no longer Joanne anymore.
I’m lost. Why?
I start to become oways think the negative way but at the same time i hate to be like that.
I don’t dare to expect too much, don’t dare to care too much, don’t dare to trust other promise too much and etc.
Is it because i just want to protect myself from being get hurt again? .
I don’t really like this kind of feeling.
I noe it’s time for me to really let it go. Let it become a part of sweet memories in my life.
We should happy because it happened, shouldn’t feel sad because it past.
Gambateh JOANNE, pls move forward to your life.
I wish the REAL me for the last time will be back again..
“A fragile heart with high determination will never give up easily”.
Anyway,i'll trying to improve myself in order to search back myself..
Lastly,I appreciate everything and everyone that oways stay besides me especially my best fren who oways care about me and wil be there for me no matter what had happened around me,no matter there is change in my life.
I always believe tat friendship can be eternity.I care and i love u all my best fren.

To dear yh:thx for the days you oways care me n listen my secret.... you=)

Monday, November 9, 2009

♥幸福何在♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 2:06 PM 0 comments



有时在想幸福的爱情到底是什么

感觉我的幸福好像离我好远......好远了

以前的幸福都跑到哪里去了啊

还好......庆幸的是我有一个幸福的家庭

我应该要很满足了 就算没有幸福的爱情但我也有个幸福的家庭啊

家 永远都是我的避风港

不管发生了什么事 家人都会保护你爱护你 不会让你去受伤

还记得妈咪对我说过 就算以后的我真的没有爱情

没有关系 你还有我们 我们会一直陪你养你到以后*这就是家人给的幸福*

但我回她说 Choi.....我才不要叻 那我嘛要做老姑婆咯 嘻嘻

我应该没有可怜到这样的地步吧

但无论如何谢谢我的爸爸妈咪一直都会支持我所做出的决定

无论是好是坏 只要我想要做的 就算你们几不愿意 你们都会心软的对吗

所以我会很珍惜我的家人 珍惜上天给了我这个家所给我的幸福













Sunday, November 8, 2009

♥almost crazy♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 2:35 AM 0 comments
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Sunday, November 1, 2009

♥left 2 month,,,,everything should be stop it♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 12:35 PM 0 comments
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Thursday, October 29, 2009

♥Feeling blue♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 2:30 PM 0 comments


Looking back,alot of things have been changed
Yea...Hell yeah

The memories really kills me lots
SERIOUSLY,it still can make me like super duper emo
i dislike to being so emo
but it seem like so hard to let me do so
to be truth,i'm jz try to pretend tat i'm so happy 8vdays
but inside,who knows...
nobody but myself
i m jz act nothing in front of ppl

stupid me,right?!

i dun wanna to have a secret crush on somebody
And i shouldnt also
SORRY....

yesterday nitez...a sumthing happened on me
i couldn't express the feeling in words
i'm crying like a baby girl in the night bt nobody knows
i noe i'm very useless
bt i cant control my tears to drop down
i din't sleep the whole nitez
dun ask me wat happend on me,i choose to be quiet n jz keep in my heart
i dunno izzit me think so much or wat
WATEVER lar...
i m jz so tired of it now...

Sometimes,i do feel myself are too annoying
i'm so called lost
Could someone lend me the right way?!

Goshhh...it crash my mind
and i was thinking should i let it go now
aiksss...no one can understand me as well
ishhhh....can my mind stop to think the rubbish thing and get a nap now


Forget about it
things gonna be alrite after,right?!
i should think positive oways...can i?!?!
i wish i can do it....

i should be cheer up!!!!









Monday, October 26, 2009

♥My Favourite Song♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 11:36 PM 0 comments


Sorry guys for neglecting my blog for so long time.
Actually I've lots of say but still I choose to be quiet.
Ok la, just drop by to tell you guys I'm still alive and im enjoy my life here.



Share nice song at here
repeating these song recently~~~
可以不爱了by梁文音
失落沙洲 &身骑白马by徐佳莹



可以不爱了


把窗户偷偷都打开 让阳光统统照进来
让风放肆地吹散 我身上的尘埃
把你的过去变腐坏 把你的溺爱藏起来
把你的所有 都搬到我房间里来
现在是三点钟 你应该还没醒呢
这有点刺眼的光线 会不会打扰你呢
梦不会实现了 我应该要醒了
我不该只懂得配合 你习惯短暂的温热
我努力要自己避开 和你曾走过的地带
但是又和不舍拉扯 住在我快乐的界外
我何尝不是一个人 来决定爱的延长赛
奈何总是勉强对自己
有一个善良的交代
我努力要自己不看 你给我的伤心地带
但是又和失去拉扯 得到的全都是意外
到现在还是一个人 吞噬着自己的能耐
到最后我可以不爱了 你却说 舍不得
你可以不爱了 别说舍不得
避开你 欲走还留的眼睛
我要我忍住再一次抱你
躲开你 转身以后的消息
这一次我可以



失落沙洲


又来到这个港口
没有原因的拘留
我的心乘着斑剥的轻舟
寻找失落的沙洲

随时间的海浪漂流
我用力张开双手
拥抱那么多起起落落
想念的还是你望着我的眼波

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在
留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来
只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱


又回到这个尽头我也想再往前走
只是越看见海阔天空
越遗憾没有你分享我的感动

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在
留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来
只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
疲惫的身影不是我
不是你想看见的我
我不是一定要你回来
只是当独自走入人海
除了你之外的依赖
还有谁能教我勇敢

除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱



身骑白马

我爱谁  跨不过  从来也不觉得错
自以为 抓着痛 就能往回忆里躲
偏执相信着 受诅咒的水晶球 阻挡可能心动的理由

而你却 靠近了 逼我们视线交错
原地不动 或向前走 突然在意这分钟
眼前 沙弥漫了等候 耳边传来孱弱的呼救
追赶要我 爱的不保留

我身骑白马 走三关 我改换素衣 回中原
放下西凉 无人管 我一心只想 王宝钏

而你却 靠近了 逼我们视线交错
原地不动 或向前走 突然在意这分钟
眼前荒沙弥漫了等候 耳边传来孱弱的呼救
追赶要我 爱的不保留

我身骑白马 走三关 我改换素衣 回中原
放下西凉 无人管 我一心只想 王宝钏

(满身伤痕累累也来不及痛 那是指引我走向你的清楚感受
不管危不危险 都要放下一切跟你走
只要一起承担 只要你不放手)

falling in love with tis three song
hope u guys like it too^^



be more happy than last time
hope no emo for me anymore
i'm very clear with wat i want now...
pls dun try to control me
and of course u had no tis authority to control me!!!!



Tuesday, October 6, 2009

♥tis few days♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 9:48 PM 0 comments




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